Growing up

My maternity leave is drawing to a close and the time has come to once again entrust our precious baby to the hands of a virtual stranger. The carer we found for Lulu Bean couldn’t be more ideal – a gentle, patient lady who loves babies, so much so that Lulu is one of four babies in her care (Four! At once!). Lulu hasn’t often had the pleasure of company her own age. A group of baby friends and some independence from mum, dad and big sister will soon see her realising her potential and blossoming into her own little personality.

In her short life, Lulu Bean has quietly observed everything around her with a huge smile on her face, seemingly content with everything, everywhere, all of the time. She is radiant.

Last week she enjoyed her first couple of days away from us. She was overjoyed to see us when we collected her and in her silent fashion, expressed her joy with huge smiles, and energetic slaps around our head and shoulders.

Today when I left her she pressed her face against the window and cried a desperately sad howl. She was fine a few minutes later, but my heart still broke a little, knowing that she was missing us. How I wish I never had to let her go...

Project 52 - August

My Four Hens Project 52

 

Week 32 - this image makes me a little sad!

Week 33 - some random poses from some backyard visitors

Week 34 - this beauty is as stunning in black and white as she is in colour

Week 35 - outgrowing her first pair of shoes *sniff*

Season's end

The outpouring of love and support from your family and friends as you bravely (and in your typical glamorous fashion) journeyed through your final weeks is a testament to the type of person you were and how very much you are loved. I am so much richer for having known you, and am lucky enough to have had the chance to tell you how you impacted my life.

You were one of the most extraordinary people that I could ever hope to know. I am devastated at the thought of going to your funeral. I have no doubt it will be a joyous celebration of an amazing and extraordinary life, but it is too soon. It's just too soon.

The world isn't quite as bright without you Pam.

A truly extraordinary woman, a mother and friend whose love knew no bounds, Pam, you taught me so much. 

That a mother's love is a force to be reckoned with.
 
That it is never too late to take a chance and change your path.

That when your heart is filled with love and joy and laughter, your life will be too.

xoxo