Growing up

My maternity leave is drawing to a close and the time has come to once again entrust our precious baby to the hands of a virtual stranger. The carer we found for Lulu Bean couldn’t be more ideal – a gentle, patient lady who loves babies, so much so that Lulu is one of four babies in her care (Four! At once!). Lulu hasn’t often had the pleasure of company her own age. A group of baby friends and some independence from mum, dad and big sister will soon see her realising her potential and blossoming into her own little personality.

In her short life, Lulu Bean has quietly observed everything around her with a huge smile on her face, seemingly content with everything, everywhere, all of the time. She is radiant.

Last week she enjoyed her first couple of days away from us. She was overjoyed to see us when we collected her and in her silent fashion, expressed her joy with huge smiles, and energetic slaps around our head and shoulders.

Today when I left her she pressed her face against the window and cried a desperately sad howl. She was fine a few minutes later, but my heart still broke a little, knowing that she was missing us. How I wish I never had to let her go...